世上只有妈妈好

世上只有妈妈好
有妈的孩子像个宝
投进了妈妈的怀抱
幸福享不了
世上只有妈妈好
有妈的孩子像个宝
投进了妈妈的怀抱
幸福享不了
没有妈妈最苦恼
没妈的孩子像根草
离开妈妈的怀抱
幸福哪里找
没有妈妈最苦恼
没妈的孩子像根草
离开妈妈的怀抱
幸福哪里找

Happy Mother's Day

LIFE

Everything has ruin my LIFE...

A new LIFE gonna begin...
A new start....

How is it going to be???
No ones know..

Just waiting for time to pass...
The answer will out soon...

& is gonna be stress for it...
==

I'll Stand By You... Yes, I Will....

this is a very nice song.. no, really.. it is...

haihhhh

haihhh.... this is already the 4th month of 2010 and already i'm so... so... fed up.. fed up with school, fed up with friends and everything else....
school so much stupid work.... english assignment especially.... ngaiitii... me n my group work so hard.... do until so chi cham... den tcher say wrong, nid to re do.. haihh.. luckily she let us use our previous work.. jz need re-edit some parts here and thr....
and den tcher ask me be editor gok.... haihh.... stupid teacher.. my eng so tiam, still ask me be editor... siao one right???......
den my fren oso... one guy fren.. dun say name here.. not good.. but recently, duno wad happen to him... last time he so frenly to me, now her like dun k dun k like tht... haihhh....

i wan holiday!!!!!!
faster faster holiday.. den everyday can sleep like pig, no need study, no need do homework, no nid go school find parking, no need wake up so early...... haihhhhhh

feb, mac

1 month over and is MARCH now..
Recalled what have i did in Feb...

LOadinG........

10%

70%

100%

=D

1st week= busy with assignments. Finally everything over dy.
2nd week= London trip, is fun and i'm not lonely celebrating cny here.
3rd week= busy traveling and playing and fooling around XD
4th week= a big surprise to me, my grandma leave me forever and ever ='[
busy studying and presentation for Final exam

.............................

Is March
1 and 2nd of mac were our final exam for MPW. I remembered the night before everyone celebrating Chap Goh Meh and i was studying there. Worse come to worse i study the wrong subject. I'm so so blur =/

Exam finished and fun time start!! Holidays start!!
karaoke, party, fooling around are fun..
hanging around everywhere is fun..
Hope to be continue and no stoppp...
no rusting at HOME...

Next week,
SPM RESULTS!! err.. ouuuchhh!!! NOOOOO...
pray for it, but is too late... =/

Exam>Assigment>exam

Should i say HOoray for mid-term exam over? NO No no... Swinburne is totally bullying the students there.

Assigment>Mid-term exam>Assigment>Presentation>FINAL EXAM

=[

What's a busy and stressful summer semester. Everyone has a week holiday for CNY but Swinburne only has 2 days holiday and yet the 2 dyas have to be replace back. Is such a cacat college. But who cares, i'm going to skip school for 1 weeks and is not only me but so others.

Well, i guess everyone is busying shopping and cleaning the house for CNY. I'm excluded. I'm just busying packing this and that. Next week is CNY and so Valentine. Whatever days it is i'm not here to celebrate. I have missed 3 years CNY in Kch. There are still clearly laughter and smile from all of u in my minds. I missed the time so much and of course i hope to get back to those time but i know is impossible for me. This is the 1st time i going London. Ang mo never celebrate CNY so i guess there's no any lion dance or fire crackers sound there, sad to say that. I hope this trip gets me a short term break and let me left behind all those stuff here. I'm going to miss Kch people so so much. I hope i can contact all of you but is really hard due to 8 hours different. =[ Hopefully by the time i back i still can meet with those frens in NS and those who going to leave soon. ^^

Countdown started for my ASSIGMENT & mid-term EXAM

Countdown started for my ASSIGMENT & mid-term EXAM
Mid-term exam~10 days
Crazy, i'm still here relax n lengan kaki here, not even touch a single page of my book. Oh well, Malaysian studies cover 4 chapter.

How's the format of the exam?

i dunno

What u need to focus on?

i dunno

What u know?

i dunno

How come?

Because teacher everyday telling stories nia. That's make me wan fall asleep tooo..So exam just wrote the stories?? LOL.. dumb till college still need study stupid history and moral and is all REPEATING form form 1 to 5 syllabus. Malaysian compulsory to PASS but for international student u just need good attendance to PASS ur exam LOL..

Sitting along the bench waiting for time, saw all my classmates holding a book 'study'. Omg, they all so chiong. I'm gonna be the last last 1 to start study..
Assigment~~~
zzz.. Copy & paste, Cut & edit.. That's all i can do.. 20 days to finish 2 assigments. AHH!!! I need help. Volunteer help me do pls, i will thx u very very much dy. =]

*Is time to start sleep with my book again, looking at those headache slides. Someone pls force me to do it, not to sleep or fa dai there =[

1st week of college life

1st week of college life.. What to say, nice, bored, useful o wat?? ermmm.. Everyday got class but all the time alang alang one so is very wasting petrol.. hehe.. 3 months study Mpw n now i left malaysian studies n moral only.. My teacher quite good but sometime i really dunno wat they r talking 'their own stories' or else i fa dai ther. I remembered 1st moral class me n mic talking ther for 2 hours. haha.. That teacher teach very bored and not nice de. So bobian we talk there instead of fa dai o fall asleep. haha.. Swinburne good at free court to use. Facilites all free, thx God i can always play badminton ther. woohhoo.. Then library not bad la, i'm so lucky got to borrow the last 2 text book so i dun need to buy it anymore.. Now, i receive mail doing assignment. Cham cham cham.. need to write passage more den 2000 words.. omg.. is killing me... N yet they cancel of CNY holiday for 1 week.. sien.. CNY study... =[ I guess that's all bout my 1st week life.. Nth much..

Orientation

1st day school at Swinburne, totally bored. Briefing non-stop with all those ocipala rules o service n bla bla bla. Long time didn't waoke up early so very hard to get up yesterday, but still have to although my alarm ring for dunno how many already. urgghh... Reach swinburne saw few greenians. I was shock for some of them be there. Orientation start with cacat ice breaking. Then, we separate into group. My group, yellow swin-team. Got o-lang in my group from africa. They quite friendly not like what i thk of them. hehe.. Then continue with all kinds of boring activities. The orientation took 1 whole day from 8a.m - 9p.m. Siao one so long. I guess about 5 i ran away from it. So no more orientation for me.. Yeah!! 1st day of school make me want ponteng, how to survive for the rest of the day.. OMG!! haihh... I hate the timetable, i hate the study plan evrything, i hate.. hmmm.. 1 year to go. Hopefully i won't tiok caught not going orienation n go for the next orientation. U know me dy, i won't join no matter what reason. hahaha.. that's me.. wooohhooo

My Heart Will Go On

My Heart Will Go On

Every night in my dreams
I see you, I feel you
That is how I know you go on

Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never let go till we're gone
Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to

In my life we'll always go on
Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

You're here, there's nothing I fear
And I know that my heart will go on
We'll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

*i love this song, i like this song..

so mean to me

just for u & me

=p

sri aman

Is a long long time i never back Sri aman, wait.. is i go ther.. Is my dad hometown not mine. =] Woke up 4.30 early in the morning. Started our journey on 5. I slept in the car till we reach Lachau for breakfast. Then, we staright went to my grandfather there. It was at hill top so the view very nice. All green green, sky blue, peace. According to those chinese tradisional, we need to pai this n that. This was the 1st time i be ther after he passed away for 100 days. yeah, fianlly... Around 9.30, we done everything but due to we need rush back kch b4 1.30 i missed the chance visit the town area of Sri Aman again. haih.. Then, another 3 hours journey back to kch. We went to CHAI's association. 1st time been there. I can see the those ppl from china (i ges) were all smart ppl o.. There's 1 ppl is 王帝，状元，官 n bla bla bla.. cool rite.. haha..1 whole day, so so tired although i'm not driving. hehe.. Sleep.

2010

2010!!!

Happy New Year...

What i did on the 1st day on 2010??

hmmm.. woke up 9a.m then went breakfast with family at Hui Sing. After that went to visit mummy. Share sth, told her sth and wished her happy new year. We walked around see how's other people built their "HOME". I just realised that kuching lots of rich people, jealousing yea... Then, daddy drive us to Bau. Is been a long time i never go there. We went to the market, tasik Biru and wind cave but just drive over, didn't walk in. I love ferry cave more then wind cave, it looks nicer lol. Went tondong for lunch then back home. The kopitiam is just right opposite the NS camp. hmmm... About 3 sth chai hoong came my house pick me up then we went airport. Sent Kent off to KL. So lucky that Kuching not flooding but almost i guess.. hehe.. Well, i'm tired for the whole day. i just realise my hand and leg very pain. Urgghhh!!! All because of last nite fall down. so soi the last day, last hour of 2009 still fall down. haihh.. Now become a cacat person. Don't know what am i going to do for to night again, ermmm Online, TV and out i guess... That's my 1st day life on 2010. 1 whole day just finished liek this. A new day, a new life yeahh... Hopefully that all good things will continue on and bad things not following on..

一切到此为止，停！

时间过的真快，如今已是2009年最后一天了。明天是全新的一天，新的一年。

2009年，365天，8760小时，525600分钟，31536000秒。

应该说是一个漫长的一还是一眨眼就过的一年呢？

记的去年的今天我人在新加坡，陪妈妈做治疗，而如今的我已是一个人在家面对电脑，家里五缺一。这一年里，不管是酸甜苦辣的滋味我都试过了。仅仅的一年，却发生了许许多多的事，喜怒哀乐都有。

酸~一至再意别人的想发

甜~ 他说带给我的欢乐，笑容，记忆。。。。。。。

苦~永远离我而去，永不归返

辣~独自让我个人面对生命里所有的挑战，无人能助

这一年里，是我人生面对最多爆风雨的一年，永生不望的一年。从年头开始治到今日，吸取了不一样的教训，不一样的经验。有些事情不是流下泪水把它抹干就没事，然后脸上带着笑容就一切安然无样，它没有，它并没有，它依然在。它有如一个很深很深的疤痕在心里，擦也擦不掉，永永远远在那。在这一年里，我失去了一份最真贵的亲情，可是也让我发现身旁的人，他们从没离开我，没有不关心我，没有不再呼我，还有一切的一切。。。等等。今年里也许我掉了不少泪水，但我常对自己不可轻已流泪，一定要坚持到底。我做到了吗？或许有也或许没有。此外，今年我也完成了中学的生活。虽然考试时面对不少错哲，但一切都过去了。我没有依我对我自己和他人的诚诺完成我的任务，但一切也只有等到成绩出才能断定一切。我不知明年的我会过着怎样的生活，家里少了一个人，一个小声，一个每天唠叨我的人，一个劝我的人，一个为这家付出许许多多的人。。。。。。。。明年的生活会是如何呢？这也只能在明年的今天回复这题问题吧。好了，就让一老天爷保佑一切美好的事物向前走，一切不好的事物停留在今年，今天，今时，一切到此为止，停！

John & Lucy's weDDing

John & Lucy's weDDing

A lovely couple have their sweet wedding ceremony on 19, 21 & 23.

~me~
On 19 dec morning, church wedding - ST.Peter Church

On 19 night, we have a dinner ( 女方） at Merdeka Palace.

A fun & great night there!!!

On 21 night, dinner at Crown Square ( 男方）.

A lovely night & a busy day.

LOVE

Finally on 23, groom went to bride's house pick her up. Before the bride go with him, few challenges have to be taken.

1. using a baby's bottle drink concentrated lime juice & ribena

2. finish eating a plate of bitter gourd & cake full with wasabi

3. swear & promise everything bride wants him to do

4. sing songs that's bride like

5. find the bride kiss

After that, the bride will follow the groom back home.. They have to serve tea to the eldest and receive either angpao. Then, the youngest turn to serve tea for them. At night, we have a buffet dinner at their house.

woopsss... such a wonderful wedding ceremony..

=]

Merry Xmas

MeRRy XmaS!!!

HO HO HO!!!

SantA Claus is cominG toooo TOwnn...

HavE a joyful Christmas DaY!!!

a great christmas party at uncle's house..

lots of present!!

WooPPsss....

Dad's present but he gave me..

37, lucky number..

Is all stationary,

STUDY!!

Koko gave me teddy bear..

CUteee..

I LOVE IT!!

wooTTss!!

Little TeddY...

My lucky presnt, 23..

ask me to eat more, drink more, become a fatty piggy..

hahahha...

Jingle bell, jingle bell, jingle bell rock

Jingle bells swing and jingle bells ring

Snowing and blowing up bushels of fun

Now the jingle hop has begun

Jingle bell, jingle bell, jingle bell rock

Jingle bells chime in jingle bell time

Dancing and prancing in Jingle Bell Square

In the frosty air.

What a bright time, it's the right time

To rock the night away

Jingle bell time is a swell time

To go gliding in a one-horse sleigh

Giddy-up jingle horse, pick up your feet

Jingle around the clock

Mix and a-mingle in the jingling feet

That's the jingle bell,

That's the jingle bell,

That's the jingle bell rock.

*missing GB Christnas dinner in 2005.. singing JINGLE BELL ROCK!!! rockXX!!! :]

*Have a blessing christmas Day... :]

Merdeka

WOoohOOoo... SPM is officially oVER!!

SEjarah~ bye bye.... u are no more in my life~ weeee

BM~ yea, gonna meet u in college (MPW)

EnG~ see u

ChInese~ I'm chinese =)

BIo~ BB

ChEm~ go go go

PhySicS~ ciao

Add math~ Cya

Math~Hiesss

Acc~ make my life ,wooo

esT~ out out out

Moral~ MPW!!!!

I get back my freedom.. Holidays!!!
MerDEka!!! x3

Damai

10/12 - 12/12 ~Damai~

i miss u so so much.. I want back to the time.. back to beachh..
wooohoo~~~~
Time fliess very fast...
3days 2 night over...
This trip was really fun, nice n memorable..
The view- nice, wind-cool, people-love, star-shinny, wave-up & down..

A new biginning with no ending

Love it =D

3.30 pm (08/12/2009)

wootz.. dead blog awake after a month..
hmmm.. what's day is today??
IS tuesday!!last day of spm besides my chinese.. Woohoo..
(jump high high.. scream loud loud)
Waited for this day since the beginning of the year. Spm finish i'm going to do this and that, but now, what am i going to do?? hmmmm...
play, eat, sleep online n bla bla bla..
Well, spm... 12 subjects, 27 papers.. wow..
i'm gonna congrates to myself n all spm cadidates.. u did it.. everythings going to be over soon.. U have strongly walk through it..
Thinking back..
i was so relax during spm, everyday on9, play, sleep..
i did study( burn midnight oil), wake up early study.. woohoo..
Is that me?? haha...
How's oeverall exam??
Is still okay but some of it really really hard but forget about it.. I'm not going to worry my results for 3 months.. stupid man..
NOW, no more school, tuition, study..
i gonna miss my frens,teachers n everythings.. I MISS U GUYS so so much eh..
SMK GREEN ROAD, 5S5...
never ever forget each n everyone of u... XD

Sense

Suddenly got many thought pops up on my mind..
yeah, what things?
I dunno.. Random stuff.. o wat? sorry, guilty, accept the fact and bla bla bla..
Feeling make my day - up and down, left and right..
Looking at u, i'm just useless there. Pray to God day by day, that's all i can do.
See u cried, i can't control my tear, but i choose to stay strong.
Chat with u, u make my day.
Looking at ur message, i feel the warm.
Thinking about u, make me confusing.
Dreaming about u, sweet memories turned back.
Close to u, am i doing the right thing?
Care a bout u, I'm scare of falling.
If i ever hurt u o u o u, i'm sorry here and never ask u for forgiveness. Maybe i'm a heartbreaker, far from u but killing u. Whatever i did do, said or any stuff whether right or wrong, is past. Whatever u did said, i will try to accept the fact, but i need time. I knew it for so long, but i never think this day will come so fast. Promise u, i will overcome everything by the time.

Black, dark friday

Early morning woke up sent my sister to airport. Everyone suppose to be happy but end with flooding scence. Well, should get used to it. Back home, looking at mummy so sad for her living, i know what u thinking but u seriously don't know what more to say, sat down quietly looking at u, staying next to u. A phone rang, dad called. 公公passed away. I was shocked to hear that. I went visited u 2 weeks before, u looked weak, but i never thought of this will be happen. Next week is ur 97 years old birthday, aren't we suppose celebrate together? I not close with u, even grandma and my aunts n uncles. U guys still my relative with blood relation esp my dad. Past to week i saw u so weak, i'm so pity of that but i did nothing. Today heard ur news, my mind was totally blank. Then, mummy went hospital for medical checkout, doctor asked her to admit to hospital. Again the same situation to put the stand inside. So, now 2things crush together. Left me alone here, which way should i go. As a grandaughther suppose attend the funeral, as a only child in this time suppose stay here to take care of mummy. Lastly, i choosed to stay here not following dad back. I'm really sorry i can't attend, even though this is ur last journey. Dad was busying the whole day, i knew he was tired and sad.What can i do? lol.. I have to face it all by my own, no one for me to lean anymore.
One day, it happened so many things. Should learn how to take it. I'm just so lucky to have all my aunts n uncles help. U guys are so nice to me, helped me a lot. Million n billion of thx to u all..
Tired day but can't sleep.. =_=