Momories!!!

Going to say goodbye 2008!
Well, 2008 was a wonderful year for me. Its make my life full of colours either is bright or dark in colour. In the beginning of 2008, there are only sweet stuff and live in a happily lifestyle which i like it so much although there is always a thing i can't put it down till now. but in all the while, i still felt that my life is so much wonderful comparing to now. So, lets talk about 2008.
January
I was like freaking sick of studying in 4s5 because most of my gang in form3 were in 4s6. During the orientasion day, i tried to ponteng out from the dewan but unluckily Cikgu Zaiton caught me and gave me a rotan which i never got in secondary before.. GB recruitment was so success in Grss which make me felt proud of it.
* i was still a good student yea....
February
1st time celebrated CNY at KL. It was not bad but i still prefer kch.
March
Having progresif exam. The results were just horrible and terrible lol. Getting more social with my classmates.
*I'm just not that smart like the genius in our class. So, never say me stupid but lazy still ok ok la. hehe..
April
I was the 1st time sms him/her for a wishes which we have such a long time never talk or meet each other. No idea why or maybe just too bored. I went to the prefect interview. Have fun for it.
*Don't think negative way!! +++
May
Preparing for 1st semester exam. i was so excited on GBSL camp in Sibu.
June
I went to GBSL camp. Make lots of new friends and have fun there. Of course so my birthday lol.. hehe.. Celebrated with family and friends. Get lots of wishes from everyone. thx yea..
August
Have fun for on the Malam Budaya and the celebration for hari Kebangsaan. 4s5 under our conductor, Elaine got 2nd, not bad yea. hehe. Went to KK adventure camp. It was a nice camp esp at the adventure park. I get to tried all the rock climbing, fire fox, bungee jumping etc..
September
Started to make lots of noise in class. Talking or fooling around. hehe.. My gang gave me lots of nice and wonderful 'name'! hehe.
October
2nd semester... Everyone work hard on it but i felt so lazy always need to study lol...
*Get use to my attitude and lazyness...
November
Bad news started to came in to my life. This make my shoulder felt heavy on it and grow into a darkness. Suffer for it!!!
*Don't worry. i'm ok!!
December
Most of my holidays was in Singapore. This holiday learn lots of thing from my mum sickness. Maybe growing mature or just get to know more knowledge.
*Don't blame me if i still so childish.
That's all...
Well, i have forgot what i have really done in july so that why i not written down. I get confuse of my memory.. hehe.. So, lets pray that all our bad luck will be ending at this point. Just bring all the good luck to each and everyone in 2009.
GOODBYE 2008 and HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
Wishing everyone have a nice year in 2009. Lives happily, healthy and sweet in your life. Appreciate everything that you have it and ignore all the bad stuff that trying to go in your life!!!

Merry Xmas

~tallest Christmas tree

~the biggest Christmas Tree World Record

Merry Christmas!!! hohohho....

This was the 1st year celebrated Xmas in Singapore. I can feel the different between Singapore and kuching. I went to Ochard just now and so past few day. It was so crowded just like a ^sandwich^.. omg!! I cant imagine how am i going to walk on the street.. All the people mostly are tourists lol... i saw lots of performance like youth performing, koir and..... Ohya, still got the ^liang po po^damn cute.. haha.. Anyway, i still missed Kuching Christmas parade... Last year Christmas was the best sweet memory for me.. i missed it!! Celebrated together with friends, family and so going to parade. Anyway, went to Botanic Garden for walked with mummy this afternoon for about an hour. So many people picnic there in all the ways and all around are the cameraman.. lol.. I went to Newton foodcourt for dinner. It should be the famous foodcourt in Singapore but it was nothing for me. Mostly are just seafood, chicken wing, satay.... All most every stall selling the same type of food and talking the same thing.. sigh.. I prefer the food at skylight foodcourt at Bugis and People Park foodcourt at Chinatown. There are really much choices to choose.. All are the local food and yet so cheap. Yummy!!! Decorating for Christmas was not actually nice so just upload few picture for it.. Enjoy yea!!! hehe..

Once again, Merry Christmas.... hohoho....

Changes of my life

I went to Singapore on 20-1 dec. This trip was seriously change my life. This was started when my mum was pushed in to the operation theater, i was waiting outside and pray for her hopefully this time the surgery will be success since the doctor are so confident on the surgery. On 5.45, everything started to change. A nurse coming out ask my dad to go in. I started worried bout it. After 10 minutes, my dad coming out and he told us the surgery was fail. The tumuor cannot be cut and so how long is the life. This was seriously break my heart. If i never say yes or comfort u to this surgery maybe everything was fine, but i have done everything on it.. I only can looking at u suffer the pain. I can't do anything to u. I'm sorry!! sorry!!! mum....... Everyone keep saying the doctor are so professional in Singapore but how can it be fail. why should u giving such a big confident to us but in the end u break it. U have bring away my happiness in my life, u bring away my sweet home and what u bring to me is just sadness for me to suffer day by day?Should i still believe u in others treament way?? Should i still support my mum for the treament or just agree with my mum opinion stay in kch? ............
What can i do for u in all the time? my life cannot live without u, without u there are no meaning at all. Mum, not matter anythings happen, u have to be strong on it because all of us are beside u. We will support u in all the ways and we need u in our life. So, never give up! Mum, forgive me if i done anything wrong before.. i love u, mum..